Wednesday, November 24, 2010

A Marine Thanksgiving

I sat down to write a quick Thanksgiving greeting to family and friends and I was drawn back to November 2004 where I experienced what I’m sure will always be the most memorable Thanksgiving of my life.

Fallujah, Iraq

It all started with members of my unit being deployed in this insurgent stronghold in Mid October, where we “laid the groundwork” for the 3rd Battalion/1st Marines, who would be moving into the area to remove entrenched insurgents, many foreign, who had taken over this once prosperous city. Most of the civilian population had deserted their homes and left the city, not wanting to get in the middle of what they correctly assumed would be a bloody and destructive battle. There were pockets of insurgents throughout the city. They had erected road blocks and set up ambush points in anticipation of the coming coalition forces. Our job was to identify these spots, locate the pockets, and provide this information to the 1st Marine Regiment. They later used this information to plan their push into the city. We were the “inside” eyes for a 6,000 strong force. On November 8th, the second Battle of Fallujah began and all hell broke loose. What ensued has been described as the most intense door to door battle US forces have experienced since Hue, South Vietnam. By mid-November most of the resistance was taken out, but “mopping up” took until Christmas to totally secure the city.
By the time Thanksgiving came around, my unit was sneaking around the city, locating these pockets and directing larger forces, including air strikes, in subduing the enemy.
On November 22nd we are “hiding” in a deserted building trying not to be detected. A half block away was a group of about 25 foreign insurgents, mostly Arabs and Yemenis, trying not to be discovered either. We were greatly outnumbered. During the night we discovered a group of 11 woman and children hiding in the basement of the building right next to where these guys were. An air strike was ruled out.  Our mission was to evacuate the civilians so that a larger force could effectively deal with the enemy insurgents. Over a twelve hour period we got them all out and they ended up holed up in our building, awaiting the attack on the insurgent force by British Forces. By the next day, Thanksgiving, the insurgent force had been killed or captured.
So there we are, Thanksgiving Day with a bunch of hungry woman and their kids. All we had to eat was a bunch of MRE’s.  The woman had some tea and bread, that was hard as tack, and a few plums.
Now get this picture… a squad of Marines, 3 woman and their hungry kids sitting in a circle passing our rations around and “feasting” on chicken and dumplings, beef ravioli, meatloaf and gravy, plums, and bread.  As we ate, I looked around the room and was reminded of the first Thanksgiving, and I felt that our “feast” was a fitting tribute to this revered occasion in our country’s history.  A 5 year old boy sat on my lap and shared eating out of a packet of Ravioli. Bob was throwing small dumplings up in the air and catching them in his mouth, which got the kids laughing.
After what was probably the toughest fighting any of us will ever experience, after the carnage, the death and destruction, after evacuating two of our wounded buddies, and seeing many of our “own” killed and maimed and killing scores of our enemy… This was our little reminder that there was some humanity left in the world.  We shared a moment of “normalcy”. Although, we came from different worlds, we found a way for us share each other’s humanity.

So as I wish you a Happy and blessed Thanksgiving and for all the my Thanksgivings in the future, I’ll always remember the laugh of that kid, the smile of a grateful mother, and the joy me and my buddies felt that day. I’ll always be thankful for where I was born, the people that have been in my life, and the joy that can be found in a simple moment of living on this earth.

Doc Spad 

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Grace, Beauty, Perfection....Zenyatta

Some of us have a special place in our hearts for horses.
There is something about the grace and power of a horse running down a track , at full speed, that captivates us and perhaps touches us in a primal part of our being.
This Saturday, at 6:45 CST,on the track at Churchill Downs, the Breeders Cup will host the Classic Championship.
Zenyatta, perhaps the greatest horse to ever race, will race for her last time. Undefeated, I'm sure that she won't disappoint her fans as this mare "beats the boys. She always starts a race from last and then effortlessly pours in on and always overtakes the entire field in speclacular fashon. She is a joy and a thrill to watch.

If you've never seen this horse and you too will feel the thrill, see the magnificence, and like me get a lump in your throat as you witness one of most spectacular creatures God has graced this earth with.

Sail on girl.

For a preview and history of this horse click on the clink below:


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

The Case Against The Fiscal Stimulus

Many of us have heard a lot in the news lately about the fiscal stimulus package passed by the House.
The attached article, by Jeffery Miron in the Harvard Journal of Law & Public Policy,  is the most succinct, easy to understand article I have read concerning the failure of this piece of legislation. It describes in layman's terms the merits of  a Keynesian model that fell short because of misdirected political considerations. The irony is that if the legislations' intent was solely for economic stimulus and was directed toward more productive areas of the economy, it would have garnered considerable support from the Republicans, more than likely would have created economic stimulus, and the results of the recent election may have been far different.
Opportunities lost!!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

All that bad?

Heard a born again evangelical minister on the radio the other day.
He was ranting about the horrible state of the world
Poverty, wars, the economic conditions worldwide,.
He went on to lament about gay marriage, nuclear weapons, AIDS. and just about every other problem that plagues modern society today. He painted a pretty bleak picture,

Bullshit!! What glasses is this this guy viewing the world through?

Over the past several years I've managed to see some of the worst that individuals can inflict on their fellow human beings. I've seen the results of a war torn Iraq, the devastation of bombs directed at civilians  in a marketplace and a all girls school,where children were just trying to learn and get ahead in this world. I've seen my buddies killed, civilians murdered, and witnessed some of worst inhumanity on this earth. At the same time I've seen overwhelming humanity from soldiers and ordinary people that care about their fellow man. Sometimes the worst brings the best out.
 If anyone has  reason to be pessimistic about the state of the world, it would be me.

Where I'm going with all this, is that I think we sometimes lose focus and perspective.

Look at the world through my glasses.

Might be a good exercise for that minister to study a little bit of world history.
When you look back at where we have come from,,,humanity has done a pretty good job at civilizing itself.
Think about it.... a few decades ago we dropped nuclear bombs on civilian populations, dictators, (Stalin, Mao, and Hitler) murdered pretty close to a hundred million people. Diseases like small pox, measles, polio and whopping cough, took the lives of millions every year.
As a percentage, fewer people in this world live in poverty than in any time in history.
People live longer, people know more and literacy is greater.
The largest middle class in the world is in India and is close to over 750 million people. That's twice the population of the entire United States.
In just the last 20 years, a diagnosis of cancer has gone from a 70% certainty of death to less than 30% today.
The Internet was allowed peoples in the most remote parts of the world to be informed and is breaking the backs of those that would like to keep their populations's a tide they cannot stop.
Malaria, the deadliest disease on earth, killing over 3 million annually, will more than likely have a vaccine in a few short years.
Gays my not be able to openly be in the U.S. military....yet (so close) , but may get married in a half dozen states, and are welcome in many of the worlds armed forces. And gays are accepted as equals now more than ever. If that minister thinks that bad, look at the state of women and blacks in this country a few decades ago.
We have even come to a place where if Iran managed to get a suitcase nuclear weapon into downtown Manhattan and detonated it...I doubt that the US would respond by vaporizing the innocent civilian population of Tehran.
As a soldier, I have seen our military obsessed with limiting civilian collateral damage to the extreme. If that isn't civilized warfare, I don't know what is.

Is there poverty and hunger in the world?
Are there despots threatening their people and their neighbors populations?
Is there disease and ignorance on this earth?

You bet there is...
We are moving people out of poverty, educating more people, freeing people from corrupt governments, feeding more people, curing more illness than at any time in world history.

Try looking for humanity of your own neighborhood. The doctor that offers his services for free, the dentist that spends 1 month a year in the Dominican Republic, the thousands that went to Louisiana after Katrina to help people rebuild....or the guy across the street that volunteers once a week at the local shelter. Our humanity is all around us. And we, the human race, is and has been getting a little better with every passing minute.

So I'll toast that minister with my half-full glass to his half empty one any day.

Try looking through this ugly world through my glasses and you might see that it's not All that bad.

Doc Spad

Thursday, August 12, 2010

My Vacation

It started out as work/pleasure trip.
I had to fly from Singapore to Washington DC for a quarterly face to face meeting with my boss.
I had coupled that trip with a few, much deserved, days off before flying back over “the pond”. The idea of isolation, quiet, and “nothing to do” was something I was looking forward to.
A friend of mines’ family owns a beach house on the Carolina Outer Banks and assured me that we would have a great couple of days relaxing on the beach and soaking up the sun. The twelve bedroom, thirteen  bath house would be ours for the whole weekend.
Not only did the house have a private walkout onto the beach, but had a pool, hot tub (a rather useless thing in the Carolina hot, muggy days), and prior to his parents leaving, they stocked the place with food, beer, and liqueur. They knew the likes and dislikes of their Marine son, and wanted to leave the place perfect for him and his Marine buddies.
What started out as a few guys hang’n together ended up with a contingent of six active duty Marines, including myself, two Navy seals on medical leave, and another Marine pending a medical discharge.  
We left Washington on Friday afternoon, Rick picked me up from my last meeting near DuPont Circle. I figured we would be headed South on I 95, out of town. The rest of the guys were driving up from Camp Lejeune and were meeting us at the house. As we headed North on 355 I knew something was up.
We pulled up to Bethesda Naval Hospital and Rick explained to me that we were going to take a couple of guys who were convalescing along with us. Selfishly, I thought, “there goes my relaxing weekend”. Forty-five minutes later we were on our way to North Carolina with two wounded Navy Seals, John and Skip, and a Marine Special Forces GSgt,  Roger. John was on crutches and getting used to his new prosthetic leg from the knee down, Roger had both arms and hands bandaged up healing from burns and skin grafts, and Skip just needed time to heal from his fourth surgery to remove shrapnel from his back and abdomen. As the trip unfolded Rick and I heard the reasons for these guys being at Bethesda. Not to minimize their experiences, but Rick and I had heard or experienced ourselves similar stories from our several tours in Iraq.  Being all Special Forces types we bonded instantly and our friendship was cemented almost immediately. The mark we would leave on the beaches of Duck, North Carolina, and the impression that our fellow “tourists” left on us will last forever.

We pulled into the driveway at 12:15AM. The two other cars in the driveway told us that the guys from Lejeune were already there. They came out and helped us get the other guys and our luggage into the house. Cold beers were waiting for us and after a  few slaps on the back and a few handshakes we had all come together as the “unit”, as we came to name ourselves. We sat up till 5AM sharing stories and laughing our asses off and generally having a good time. The guys from Lejeune had all crashed and that left Rick and I to take care of the guys from Bethesda.
The nurses at the hospital gave us the bandages and medications, with detailed instructions, for dressing changes. Roger had trouble doing much of anything. Without the use of his hands I ended up lending him my hands for the most personal of tasks. Skip was having a hard time sleeping, he lost his closest friend in the action that landed him in the hospital, and still had nightmares. John was pretty much self-sufficient, but occasionally needed help getting around.
We ended up sleeping till two in the afternoon.

Communities like Duck are tourist enclaves. Every Saturday the houses are emptied out and a new batch of “city” dwellers descend upon the town. We were staying in a nice area...all the houses were multi-million dollar edifices designed for large extended families. Most had five to 15 bedrooms and the living quarters were on the third or fourth floor with the bedrooms below. Ricks’ parents had one of the nicer ones as they live there year round and their home is more that “income property”. We were “keeping an eye” on the place while they were visiting friends in New York City.

I took the car into town. Replenished our supply of beer. Bought a bushel basket of fresh seafood (raw oysters, blue crab, lobster, scallops and all the fixings). I also bought a large Marine Corps flag which we ended up hanging on the side of house. Upon my return, we settled down to a fantastic meal, washed down with large quantities of beer. After laying around for a bit, we decided to go to the beach. A couple of coolers of beer, a football, and, of course, our flag.
From the looks we got, I figured we made a pretty good first impression.... a Half-dozen plus studly well-built Marines in bathing suits and our recuperating warrior buddies. We set up a few chairs, planted the flag and horse-play and beer was the what followed. At some point we sat there watching the sunset from the wrong coast, but the Eastern sky still looks pretty as the sun sat over our backs. Then it started.

An older couple walking along the beach, probably in their 70’s approached us, he asked me about the flag...if we were Marines. Affirmative. He broke into a smile, gave us a OHHH RAAH and introduced himself, as a Vietnam Vet who served in the Marine Corps in 1966 thru 1969. Soon,  his wife gave us  a “good night” as her husband sat with us, had a few beers, and “talked shop”. He hung with us till the stars came out and said “he felt like he just came home” being around us. We all shared stories of our endeavors...some good, some bad... and we all grew a little closer as our “unit” seemed to grow by one.
Rick and I were the “caretakers” of the wounded. Rick took care of Skips bandages and helped John with his leg, I gave Roger his baths and got him dressed.

The next day we hit the beach early. Although Ricks’ parents had a beachfront home, the beaches are still public....we staked out a rather large spot....set up the chairs, blankets, coolers, and of course, our flag. By noon the beach was packed, Skip, John, and Roger, were having a good time...hell we all were. I actually spent a few hours working on my tan, reading and kicking back. We were attracting attention. Girls were hanging around. Rick had to take the guys aside, and give them “the talk”. Then the couple from the night before approached us, asked us if we had any plans for dinner. I responded that we really had no plans at all.....he and his wife invited us for dinner. They had a smaller place and thought it might be a good idea if they just brought all the food over to our place...Rick gave her the keys to the kitchen. We all had the best crab cakes any of us had ever had and settled into a nice relaxing evening.

The next day it was back to the beach.
All during the next few days people would approach us, ask us about our service, thank us for our service and some would tell us stories about their years in the service or their kid that was “over there”.
On the third day a guy about my own Dads’ age came up. asked us what we did, where we’d been...he talked with Roger and me for about 30 minutes before he mentioned that his son had died in Iraq. I asked him his son’s unit and where it happened. Turned out I was there about two days after his son’s death during my second tour to Iraq. . He had a few beers with us and we talked for about two hours. There were tears and laughter and something more....healing. That is when it struck me...that these people coming up to us, sharing their stories of their sons, brothers and in one case her husband, were bonding with their loved ones through us. And for Roger, Skip and  John it was a chance for these people to thank them for their was a chance for them to heal as well. and somehow, someway, attach meaning to the price they paid.

As the end of the week approached we bought no more beer and very little food. Our “neighbors” provided us our meals.
One day I watched a group of several mom’s and their daughters approach us. They carried plastic containers with a huge lunch for us...we had never talked to these people before...they just came out of the woodwork, marching up the beach with their offerings. They said they just wanted to do something nice and tears welled up in the Mom’s eyes as she gave  Roger a hug, laid  down the food, and walked away.
I was reminded of mass, when the gifts are brought up to the alter.
One of those nights, we went into town. ALL of us. A dance club with live music and a bunch of horny woman. Mostly cougar types. Most of the guys got lucky and from the sounds emanating from the house that night...I’m sure the neighbors got an earful...and so will Ricks’ parents. The part that really put a smile on my face was the gal I brought home that night. She was a cute 25 year old, down with a few friends from Maryland. After we finished our second romp, about 3AM she asked me about Roger. She was concerned that he didn't find anyone to bring home that night. That’s when I informed her that she could do me a really big favor.
An hour later she returned to bed and I showed her my gratitude once again for her gift to Roger.
The next day Roger was a new man, she could hardly walk, and everyone had a smile on their face.
Our last day was when I sorta looked back on my week of “relaxation”.
I had dutifully changed Rogers’ dressings twice a day, gave him a bath most days, and helped him get dressed and undressed everyday. One night I laid on the couch holding Skip like a baby while he tried to get through a tough nightmare and woke up all freaked out. I had listened to old vets tell their stories, and mom’s and sisters talk about their brothers and sons, and in one case hugged a father who cried at the memories of his boy lost in Iraq.
I had plenty of relaxation time as well. Hours in the baking sun, reading a novel under the shade of an umbrella, and “playing” with a bunch of the best guys I’ll ever know.
My week of relaxation turned into a week of reflection.
My quiet time turned into a time of bonding, camaraderie and caring
And I turned into a better Marine with a greater understanding of the human condition.

PS-We left the flag on Rick’s fathers’  house...hanging proudly as a marker.....”the US Marine Corps has been here”

Doc Spad